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Xiris Rose

My gender issues have me down more than usual today. Knowing what I should, but will never be.

Xiris Rose My gender issues have me down more than usual today. Knowing what I should, but will never be.
- 3 hours ago
Xiris Rose I just got up and did some stuff for 30 minutes. Now I am sleeping again. Is this a nap or a continuation of my sleep?
- May 20
- Searis I'd say it's a nap.
  
  May 20
Xiris Rose It's getting light out which means bedtime for kitty.
- May 19
Xiris Rose is now friends with Maxy.
- May 18
Xiris Rose Play me on Draw Something or Words With Friends at username xirisrose!
- May 18
- Maxy likes this.
Xiris Rose Bedtime for kitty. The best time of the day!
- May 18
Xiris Rose The awkward moment where you're complimented on your breast growth from the hormones when you haven't started the hormones for breast growth yet.
- May 16
Xiris Rose Where the **** do all these bruises and cuts on my legs come from? I look down in the shower and almost freak out because there is blood all over the tub from a cut I much have scratched.
- May 16
- Searis Maybe you should go to the doctor. >.>
  
  May 16
- Ballantine Goldwell that is kinda frightening o.o
  
  May 16
- Xiris Rose I work in theatre and this past weekend was a production and I was waking apart sets. Probably where they all came from.
  
  May 16
- Searis probably, but still not a good thing. :(
  
  May 16
Xiris Rose Done with all my classes and finals! Summer at last.
- May 16
- Searis Congratulations! I havn't even started finals yet!
  
  May 16
Xiris Rose Wanna see the inappropriate side of Xiris you don't get to see here? Follow me on Twitter at @XirisAfterDark (Follow my normal account @XirisRose for more normal updates)!
- May 14
Xiris Rose Listening to a vinyl of a Kazoo Orchestra. Can't stop laughing.
- May 14
- placidia civet likes this.
- kyle is it andrew jackson jihad?
  
  May 14
- Taiga ^That was my first thought too. Andrew Jackson Jihad is awesome!
  
  May 14
- Xiris Rose Nope. It's "The Temple City Kazoo Orchestra"
  
  May 14
Xiris Rose Guess it is time to do that sleep thing. Without classes out I no longer need a sleep schedule!
- May 14
- Xerofeo Suna nini
  
  May 14
Xiris Rose Not sure why, but recently depression caused by being trans is really getting to me. Knowing I will never be a real female. No matter what I do.
- May 12
- Jimmy Talon Somtimes you have to play with the hand you're dealt. Honestly I always respect transgender people's preffered gender....if they consider themselves female that I shall reffer to them as such..same for males. Its all about who you truly feel you are.
  
  May 12
- Taiga Knowing you'll never be able to truly be what you want to be, and that your world will never be as you want it to be, is really hard. I know how you can try to keep it out of mind, but it never really works completely, it's always there. I think I have an... more
  
  May 12
Xiris Rose Heard a recording of my voice and its so depressing how male it sounds. Kills me inside.
- May 12
Xiris Rose It's a beautiful day. 80 and sunny. A wonderful day to be outside and wash and dry my fursuit. Yet I am inside in a dark theatre all day. That's theatre for you.
- May 12
- Juston "DemonCatLord" Lionheart likes this.
Xiris Rose All my transgender stuff has gotten me really down recently. I present fully female and am on hormones. Still, it hurts so much knowing I will never be a real woman like I should be.
- May 11
- Trinity Mathieson Dont worry as long as you considero yourself a fill-in gender than it will happen one day
  
  May 11
Xiris Rose New commission I got on FA. (slightly NSFW)

A Present for You by Xiris -- Fur Affinity [dot] net

Fur Affinity, the internet's largest online furry art community.
- May 11
Xiris Rose A message to men: No matter how much you wiggle or dance, the last drop will always fall on your pants.
- May 10
- Fluffy, Wolf, Wolfy, technis, and Kailyn like this.
- Scott O'Rourke 5() |\/||_|(|-| |\|()()|3
  
  May 10
- Jimmy Talon Challenge accepted.
  
  May 10
- placidia civet its funny because its true...
  
  May 10
- Count Wolfrαmmington Noobs.
  
  May 10
Xiris Rose Just another night of crying myself to sleep.
- May 9
Xiris Rose wrote a new blog entry:

On Cutting

To start off this is a rant/informative journal and not a call for pity and is in no way encouraging self-harm.Cutting and self-harm is one of those taboo subjects that many people don’t really know the truth about or talk about. According to pop cu...
- May 7
- Zenn likes this.
- D-Jett I admire the courage that you have to talk about this sort of thing. I had a friend in high school who constantly cut shapes and images on her skin as a way of receiving relief from her pains. I didn't want to notify anyone about it because I thought it w... more
  
  May 7
- D-Jett if there is anything i can do to help if you need, i'd be glad to be there to listen.
  
  May 7
- Zenn Very informative and yes you are a brave person for posting this. I have a friend who cuts or he used too, so now I feel like I can talk to him bout it in a more understanding and helpful manner.
  
  May 7
- N'Teaz'r I actually went through aperiod of something like this back in highschool. Except mine was out of rage....I think what started me was I'd broken something important in my house and it scraped me a little and then I got angery at it and myself and started ... more
  
  May 7

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About Me

Furry Alias Xiris Rose
Species Feline Demoness
Relationship Single
About Me I am a MTF transgendered person. Meaning I am currently biologically male but a female on the inside. I am in the middle of transition and present as female full time. My breasts are growing, but I still do have my male lower parts for the time being. I like to RP with people, sexual and not. Don't just expect to come to me for a sexual RP though, I want to get to know you first. Also I WILL NOT SEXUALLY RP WITH MINORS!!!! I have a second life: Osiris Odisark I am looking for a Master, but one close by that I could be with fairly regularly. Not someone across the country. I identify as Transgirl Xiris is a 19 year-old cat part demoness. When you first meet her she is very shy and stays in her shell, but one you get to know her she is sarcastic and sassy. She loves to play and joke around and is perfectly fluent in sarcasm. You better know it also if you want to understand her. She has a dark sense of humour and is very cynical matching her demoness nature. Xiris takes much pride in her looks and always keeps herself well groomed, clean, and tidy. Fur groomed, nails clean and sharpened into points, if wearing clothes they are wrinkle free and spotless. When Xiris walks she walks with a purpose at a quick pace. Xiris gives off a playful vibe but is also dark and cynical in nature. She seems to be only a cute and innocent kitten on the outside, but really she has the ability to be vengeful, manipulative, and mean if given a reason to be. If you ever break her trust. Ever. *glares* good luck getting it back. Ever. Trust me, she is one to hold a nasty grudge. I love to lurk in the shadows and watch. Silently. Which is exactly what I do as a Lighting Designer and Stage Manager when not in school. I think in musicals. Almost anything someone says I will connect to a lyric or line in a musical or play. So do not worry if I start quoting musicals in the middle of a conversation. I am easily entertained with what I call ADD toys (which are surprisingly similar to most cat toys). However I am not ADD. I pick up almost anything and fiddle with it and at the end of the day end up with random things in my pockets. I love rubber bands hair ties and anything can put on my wrist. My favorite letter is ~ Height: About 5’ Body Shape: Xiris is overall thin and long. She has a nice hourglass shape. Eyes: Piercing Ice Blue eyes. Ears: Moderately sized ears. They settle nicely on top of the head perked up in a alert and playful manor. The ears are tipped black. Leading up to the tip is a mix of red and light blue fur, as if they were fighting for dominance. Face: Around her eyes there are 2 black patches of fur like two sideways teardrops. Circular around the eye on the center of the face, but slowly sharpening out into a point ending just before the face ends. Down between her eyes and extending down to her nose is a rough stripe of red fur. Her features are all very soft and very feminine. Tail: Long tail that is slightly bushy at a unified thickness the entire length of it. It has a base color of white moderately large splotches of red or black fur. Fur: Xiris’s fur is very short and very well groomed however every so often you can see a tiny tuft of fur sticking out. Her fur is in a general calico pattern. Like the tail it has a base of a very light blue, but is randomly splotched with red and black patches of fur. Clothing: A simple short sleeved top with a low v-neck that is tight fitting to the body showing off her curves and breasts. The colors of the shirt are usually blue or another soft color. For bottoms she usually wears a skirt. Accessories: Xiris wears only a collar around her neck. It is a black leather collar with a red strip of leather on top with red stitching. Hanging from the front is a simple circular tag with Xiris written on it. Got 2 twitter accounts. Normal: @XirisRose After Dark (All the dirty stuff): @XirisAfterDark
Birthday August 4, 1992
Gender Female
Sex Preference Pansexual

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